live life fast...........die pretty

well then

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 07:09:59 GMT

well it has been a while since i posted anything on here.
everyone has been so consumed on myspace.
im going through a tough time right now, as most 19 year olds do. Idont have a job, i need one. i dont have a car, or a licence for that matter. i need those too. me and mother have been having issues every now and again, nothing new there. i know she means the best for me, i know she doesnt want me to fuck up my life like she has hers. but i donno what i want to do right now. i want to try to make her proud of me, but its not working out to well. yeah i am stubbern and bull headed, and i wanna do things on my own. i know that i should listen to what she has to say because she has been there and done everything. but there are somethings i wanna do on my own. as most of you know i havent had shit for a child hood and had to grow up fast, resulting in some major immaturity at times, but i know that i can do adult things. I know that i am still a child at the age of 19. many 19 year olds havent had a family with 2 kids there already and had to help take care of them, or work a few jobs to help support there parents and siblings. or have a miscarriage, due to bull shit. i have done a lot in my 19 years and some of the shit i wish i have never done, but i did and its over. i dont have the best choice in men. i should just give up on trying to date, because either they dont like anything i do, or i am "more manly then them." i donno. i have all these ppl telling what i should do, what i need to do, and blah blah blah. but everyone is telling me diffent things, and it confuses me. because i know what i need and should do, and i dont wanna do some of that shit......
there is a quote that i fell in love with, and its so true from what i have seen and heard. and i dont mean to piss anyone off with it, but stop and think about what it says, and means. becuase its nothing bad at all, here it is "you've poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars." and thats what parents are suppost to do. thats there nature.

well i donno what else to say because i get so pissed off when i think about this shit. so im going to go for now... i hope the ppl who know the situation that i am in will read this and understand where i am comming fromm on things a lil better, thank you for letting me waste your time.
geanie lee

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 05:29:21 GMT

Hello~
I havent posted anything in a while, because there hasnt been anything worth posting. But heres whats been going on.
Im sick again. I havent been sleeping well at night, due to the sever pains in my stomach. (yes Jake i have a drs appt for friday.) I really dont want to go, but i kinda need too. i already know what it is, i just dont wanna hear about it anymore.
I actually hope all that is just due to stress and nothing else. (and just to assure everyone, when i say nothing else, i dont mean pregant. Theres no way i am going threw that shit again.) Its just that the holidays are upon us, and after last year, i havent been to fond about this time of the year. Mom wanted the tree up saturday, but she wasnt home for a good part of the day. so that is my goal for the week. Ashley(my cousin) is getting married saturday (the 17th), so i have been helping my aunt get her house ready because its going to take place in her living room. and friday night i have to make the cake. Along with that, jake (my brother) and his girl friend nicci are planning on getting married in june. Lovly lil nicci decided that im going to make the cake, help her find a dress, help with the flowers and decorations, and be my brothers best "man" (theres a story behind that) all what i can say about that is "fuck i dont really wanna have that much to do with that train wreck!"
Another thing that i am worried about is one of my good friends, that i care about a lot, is haveing a really ruff time. and he isnt doing well. I offerd him a place to get away for a while, all costs paid for. But he turned it down. i dont know what to think about that though. I mean i kinda feel like im such a "wonderful" person that he would rather stay in hell than be around me. *god i have a lot of faith in myself* Or he is going to try to fix things there. Damn, just another thing i have to think about at night.
But my mother has lightend up on me a bit. i know its not going to last long, but im going to enjoy it while it lasts. I have been baby sitting everyday for about 2 weeks now,(only untill march when i go back to work full time) and helping tasha out on the weekends while her husband works. I think helping tasha has been the hardest thing i ever had to do, emotionaly and mentaly. Tasha is 6 and a half months pregant, so me being around her is really hard for me. (i know i should be over that by now, i guess that just means imma cry baby)
on a kinda happier note, I have a new pet. a friend gave me it. Dont laugh to hard, Its name is Spike. spike is a rabbit. well to top that off, about 3 hours after i named it, i found out that spike was a female rabbit. yeah another great job by me. Also on top of that, friday im going to go getmy lip peirced. Mom wants me to wait untill after the holidays, but Mark told me that right now was the best time for him to do it. (i also have this issue that when i decide that i want something or want to do something, i dont like to wait. i want it done now.)
Well im assumeing thats all that you guys wanna read, even if you didnt want to read it. But if you didnt want to read it then why are you this far? anyways im getting the fuck outta here.
have fun!

id never know

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 02:49:28 GMT

Your beauty lies in your despair.

The sad girl walks by herself on a rainy day.
How graceful she moves. Her pain has made her
beautiful. Others say to themselves as you
walk by. How can they not see that you are
beautiful? Because you are.

Your motive:

To feel happiness just once before you die.

Your quote:

Stranger, hold me for a while.

Your colors:

Deep red and black.

Your song:

Fields of Innocence by Evanescence

"Where has my heart gone? I want to go back
to beliving in everything."

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i need something more

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 05:20:42 GMT

Its been awhile since i actually posted something "normal" on here. So i think i will now.

Me and my mother have been fighting like crazy. She left the "step-father" but hasnt. Hes over here atleast 3 times a day, and uses our computer, and she still feeds him. He does have his own appartment, a computer with internet, and a job. My question is, Why does she still cater to his every whim? Shes dumb. Her and aunt dawn have been making "guy-friends" and they have been over here alot. (i dont like strange people in my house) I dont want my mother to try to meet someone that is going to be really dumb and try to hurt her, emi, or myself. (but what do i know) She has also been yelling at me to go back to the doctor, and i wont call, becuase i have no way of getting there. Why waste there time? I have been trying to get shit done around here and working. I had to quit babysitting everyday becuause she wouldnt ask russell to take Emi and sami, so thats up to 100 dollars less i get a week. resulting to less money going for the bills around here, because mom has no sense of a budget.

Still getting shit from travis. hes hanging out here in town again. He lost his really good paying job, becuase of missing work. (serves the bitch right)I wish he would finally move far far away so maybe i could have some chance of him leaving me alone.

I have decided to try dating again. Problem~ finding some one who likes me for me, and who isnt trying to get in my pants. (wish me luck here) i really need a guy who can respect that my best friend is a guy, and we hang out a lot, That i am me, and i know what i want, and who isnt going to try to change my mind about shit. I donno there is somemore stuff, but maybe i am asking to much. (i think i am being pretty simple) Once agian, what do i know?
ok enough bitching from me.
my cats need fed.

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 20:24:09 GMT

You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.

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Chains/Handcuffs

75%

Blood

75%

Bondage

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Whips

67%

Blind Folds

58%

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You scored as Metal. Your a Metal Head! You love fast heavy music and crazy guitar solos! You rock out to bands such as Slipknot, Metallica, Murderdolls, Marilyn Manson, and Killswitch Engage.

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83%

Punk

79%

Classic Rock

58%

Emo

29%

Rap/Hip-Hop

Pop

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You scored as Jack Skelington. You are Jack Skelington (my favorite)! you are extremely tall, skinny, and you are definately the best looking out of all your friends. You are kind and compassionate, but at times you can be terrifying! You grow bored of the same routine, over and over, and you want to explore something new.

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Jack Skelington

65%

Sally

50%

Santa

35%

Oogie Boogie

30%

Lock, Shock, and Barrel

30%

The Mayor

25%

Evil Scientist

15%

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is it true?

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 05:05:15 GMT

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...believe in true love?
Your hands say	With me, you'll never be lost.
Your eyes say	I can't dream anyone more beautiful.
Your hugs say	This is where you are meant to be.
Your kisses say	I am addicted to you.
Your body says	I want to wake up beside you.
Your heart says	Ich liebe dich.

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Wed, 09 Nov 2005 03:42:09 GMT

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Your name?
Your gender?
What makes you sexy?	Your hips
What makes you pretty?	Your smile
What makes you loveable?	How funny you are
What makes you fun?	Your adventurous nature
What makes you irresistable?	Your voice
What makes you cute?	Your clothes

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Wed, 02 Nov 2005 05:51:25 GMT

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i need a break

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 19:36:25 GMT

hello! i just wanted to appologize to everyone at the MPW show about running like i did. As some of you know mom got sick at the show and i had to take her home. I have never drove that far before, but we made it home ok.
Anyways- since that night me and mom have been fighting non stop. I have no idea why, she has been being a bitch about everything, and that is putting it nicely. (and yes i do tell her this alot) The whole house is done with the execption of my room and the rest of the tile in the bathroom, which will be done today. My room is still going to take a while, but should be done soon, maybe with in the end of the week. I have been putting it off because of me working 8 hours a day, baby sitting, getting the rest of the house done, and packin the shit from the appartment.
For some strange reason i have a feeling that mom and russell are going to try to get together again, the give away, (geanie you need to be home saturday night becuase russell wants to take me to the bar for awhile) fuck you mommy, this is the 5th time you guys have split up and it is the same shit everytime, things will be great for about a month and they will go to hell again. Im not going to help in that mess. If they do get back together, im moving out and mom can have russell babysit Emi. (i hate to do that to emi) but im not going to sit back and be treated like shit by the "man" anymore. I cant do that anymore.
As most of you can tell, my "fuse" is really short anymore. I am sick of bullshit from people and being treated like shit. I bust my balls to help people that only screw me over and i am done with it. I am really sorry, but i cant worry about you guys anymore, i have my own shit to take care of. and i think when you are 40 years old, you dont need your 18year old to take care of you and make sure you get up for work and shit. and i am pretty sure im not wrong on that.
ok im leaving i have to go babysit.
later
geanie lee

yeah this sucks

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 13:27:51 GMT

as most of you know my messanger is going away. My step dad is shutting off the internet when he moves out this week. But thats ok. i still have my email that i can check at the libary. I will be on messanger every once in a while, i can use my aunts. But its only gonna be about once a week. so if i dont answer your emails right away, im not ignoring you.
Also with that, i will not be posting my journals as often. (like i posted that much anyways)
Once again sorry about the inconvience.
bye for now
geanie lee

my mom hates me!

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 04:41:12 GMT

Another entertaining day brought to you by justin and me!

For some reason being nice to mom went a little to far today! This was a sad day for justin thou, being shot down by my mother. (im sorry buddy! I truly am!)
It all started out with him going over to mom and looking her in the eyes with his arm around her asking "will you go home with me? Ill even show you my weiner if you want." Mom chased him out of the house, but mom forgot that the back door was open. So he returned.
The list of questions (and answers) are as follows:

Q. will you go home with me? Ill even show you my weiner if you want!
A. no answer

Q. Why do you have to be this way? Your a fuckin tease!
A. "Go home"

Q. Do you realize all i want is some loving?
A. "Dont care"

Q. Will you touch it?
A. "NO!"

Q. Look at it?
A. "NO! GO HOME!"

Q. Will you show me you boobs?
A. "NO NOW GO HOME JUSTIN!"

Q. what about some cleavage?
A. "JUSTIN, GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE BEFORE I REMOVE YOU!"

Q. PLEASE?
and then she went to bed. It prolly wouldnt have been so funny is he did have a straight face the whole time, and kept asking her shit!
I want to blame this one on jake, he gave us the ok on it, (didnt realize it at the time) Thank you!
keep big pimpin and justin will put it back in the package.
ok im done for now. untill another interesting day, im gone.

aligators and cilicone. (and i get in trouble again)

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 03:21:10 GMT

A 15 year old female sneeks out of her house in the middle of the night, and who does the mother yell at? the people who were tring to get her to go home. makes sence huh? yeah her "rich ass" mom came uptown and yelled at me and a bunch of my friends. and then she told me if i didnt shut up she was going to send me to jail. so my smart ass replies " if you dont leave me alone, im going to feed you to my aligators, and they eat everything including cilicone." yeah she called the cops on me. WOW! IM NOT IN JAIL AND HER BOOBS ARE STILL AS REAL AS BARBIES!
Today*~ Me and justin hung dry wall in the new house today. Kinda wish we had a camra in the conner of the room. I got hit in the face with a dry wall mudding knife thingy. that was messy and kinda hurt. Then i accidently kinda dropped a sheet of dry wall on his poor mis-shaped head. i think he was kinda mad at me. (opps!) You know if mom was smart, she wouldnt have let us dry wall by ourselves. i think she puts a lil to much trust in the kids who stole her car the other day.
Tomarows mission*~ Finishing sanding the walls, and sand my floor to refinish it.
well thats all for now from the lil town of kewanna!
bye bye

dANGER

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 08:47:17 GMT

Well, this shit is going to be kinda deep and to the point on how i really feel! If you sont like complete honsety or dont care how i feel abou things, do both of us a favor, and DONT read this!

As few of you know i have been to hell, abd back, and soon be returning. In my 18 years of life, nothing has been easy for me. everything i have right now i have had to work my ass off for. I have been through almosst verything that could go wrong in life. Everytime i think something is going good, someone else has to come and fuck it up. And i am really sick of it. If you dont like me, dont waste your time calling me a "ring rat, whore, slut" and so on. What is the point of it? What does it do for you? Does it make you "cream your jeans"? DO you feel like your better than me, just because you talk shit and i dont? Just to let you all know, with everything that i am going though, i dont have the time to play kiddie name calling games. I dont have the time to waste on your asses. SORRY!
To all the guys who tell me that "they like me and would like to get with me" PLEASE NOTE--IM NOT A WHORE OR A SLUT! Please dont tell me that you like me , so you can try to get in my pants, because its not going to happen. Once again dont waste your time. Yes, even though i joke around and shit, does not mean i wanna sleep with you! I am not like other chicks, I dont need a man, but they do come in handy for things i cant do by myself. Other than that if i decide to date again, i wont deal with the same shit i have in the past. I will never betray my best-friend again! Just because justin so happends to be a guy, doesnt mean anything. Im sorry i refuse to try to change for anyone. I am not going to give up wrestling, my stlye of clothes, who i hang out with, or even the music i listen to. If you cant deal with any of the above, im sorry.
I do want to appologize for being so blunt and bitchy. this is just what i feel. I probably should have done this ealier, but with shit that has been going on at home, and my health not being the best, i feel like if i didnt say it now, i prolly never would have.

ALSO~*~*~*~ thanks to everyone who has been honest with me and has been helping me out! i really do appreciate it! THANK YOU!
ok i give up!
Geanie lee

i need to use your water spicket!

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 15:49:52 GMT

well then, it has been an interesting few days. We did get the new house, and we can move in in a couple of weeks, do to work that needs to be done to it. mostlty dry walling, and the landlord is suppost to be over sometime to het me and mom to help[ with that. Emi is really exitced about it, she has most of her stuff already to go. I have to find a coutch for justin to sleep om when he comes and stays at my house. which i think i might know where i can get on really cheep.lol
Anyways, I got something interesting in the mail yesterday, A letter from one of my sisters "dead" friends. So i had to call where she was at and let them know that she waslying about that one being gone. (it was only like the 3erd one we found out was still kicking.) She is still trying to geteveryones attention, by harming herself. She slready scewed herself and got placed in a residental home for now. I have no idea what to do to try to help her, i have done all i could, and there is nothing left that i can do. but just like spED-ex says, " you cant help someone that doesnt want it." which i dont think she does, because everyone in this lil shit town has tryed to help her, and yet she still fucks around. i hope someday, and soon, she realizes what she has and is doing.
Russell and mom are still fighting. Russell wants to moving in with us, but there is a catch, i have to leave. Mom says shes done with him and all the bull shit and hes not moveing in with us. This was like the 5th time in 2 months russell put the divorece papers on moms desk. (I would have been done the first time.) So just to make himself feel better, he keeps telling me that it is my fault, blah blah blah. I heard all this when mom and jon got a divorce. And i will admit, i havent been a big help moving back in at 18years old, but i also moved out when i was 17. for reasons i really dont wanna go into big detail, ill just say russell. Now every mornign i get woke up with a light being turned on in my face, and russell wakeing me up to tell me how i screwed up there marriage, blah blah blah. Not really the way i like to start my day, everyday. I hate sleeping in the living room. Cant wait untill i get my own room.
My boyfriend showed up the other night, because he was told that i stayed at my best friends house. He came here just to tell me that he didnt want me to hang out with justin that much any more. and how he didnt like me talking to certian ppl on the internet. and for some reason, he got pissed off when i told him that he was acting like travis. and i wasnt saying that to piss him off. he is starting to act like him, wants me to change the way i dress, the music i listen too, the ppl i hang out with, and talk to. and he told me to wait on getting another tattoo or peircing, because he wants to go with me so he can get his tattoo. (my friend isnt going to give him a tattoo for cheep) I am just waiting for him to tell me he doesnt like me wrestling. im sorry, i am me and thats all im going to be, and if you dont like it when you meet me, then leave me alone.
Other than all that bull shit, life here has been shit. so i am going to go clean the house because im bored.
have a nice f-ing day!

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 01:15:06 GMT

show was good. i could have worn a diffent shirt. (thanks for the tape jake) went to taco bell after the show. the chicky there pissed me off because we had to ask for our drinks like five times. Came home and hung out with nicci, jake-o, justin and mom. it was great. the drive home wasnt to bad. i didnt kill the car at all.
im not thinking correctly right now, because justin just hit me in the head with a base ball bat. thank god it was a plastic one or i would be fucked.
ok i dont have much to say right now!
so i am anorexic. and i have a huge b/f!

and thats how my life goes

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 04:04:57 GMT

hey!
Hope things are going good for every one.
As few of you know my life has been hell latley. I have to go tomarrow for a minor sugery. Not really excited about that, but it needs to be done. Plus the f-ing doctors are trying to figure out why i have been getting light headed out of now where and been getting really bad head aches.
I got in to a fist fight with my sister thursday night. All what i need to say is that she hit me 3 times before i hit her, and mom had to take her to the ER. ( and friday was picture day at school)
Speaking of school. Good old Caston is trying to screw me over again. Even though i have papers from the doctor and shit, they are taking all my credits away for this trimester. AS in~~ No matter what kinda grades i get from the rest of this trimester, i dont get the credits for them. So im going to go to justins school. its a christan school, maybe ill get to gradute this year.
Just pissed off the boyfriend, i wont skip the show and stay with him this weekend. i stayed with him last weekend and that sucked, i spent more time in his car than i did with him. I told him that i wanted to go home like ten times in an hour. hahhaha imma bitch.

When Russell gives mom his key back to the car, i get it! *woo-hoo* me and justin are going to paint the car here soon.
Well, thats enough bitching from me.
so long and good night
geanie lee

fuckin school

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 04:30:49 GMT

Hey hey what’s up? School sucks so much ass this year! I really freaking mean it! I hate all the freaking preps at my school. And with all the bull shit and drama happening here at home, I guess the last thing I need was to go back to that crappy school. We don’t have lockers this year because the company never sent them. So we have to carry all our shit around with us. Lunches for the high school are 2 dollars a day. ( I don’t eat lunch at school) One of my teachers is a dick. Me and my friend Tony was sitting there talking about me wrestling, and he butts in the conversation and was like “oh your going to go for the wrestling team, I donno if they will let you because you’re a girl.” And I politely told him that’s not what we were talking about, and I am a manager for Indy wrestling around here. He pretty much called me a liar. Yeah I told him to shut up. (Write up #1 for the year)
Then in class a chick was making fun of me for what I was wearing. I told her to got the hell over it, she wasn’t wearing it, and if she didn’t like it she could close her eyes and not look at me. well she was saying how I could go to old navy and get shit for really cheep and blah blah blah. I told her that un like her I don’t have mommy and daddy to go out and buy me my clothes, I have bought all my own clothes, and half my clothes got stolen when my cousins ex wife broke in our house. She shut up fast. I wonder what shes going to say tomorrow?
Oh well. All I have to do is make it for the rest of the year and ill be out of there for good and no more bull shit! Yippy!
Ok I have to get in the shower and get in bed, im never gonna get up in the morning!

yikes!

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 01:31:32 GMT

Start school again tomarrow. its gonna suck but be awsome all at once. I didnt go to school at all last year(my senior year) and this year all my friends are going to be gone, but thats cool. ill try to make new ones. i am decked out in hello kitty shit too. (wish me luck) i just bought 2 new pairs of pants off of my friend justin. His mom bought a pair of them today and they are to short (plus she lost the recipt)and the other pair he had and i wore all the time anyways. to gether i paid 70 for them. not bad at all.
found out a bunch of shit about my lil sister last night.
Travis got his ass beat last night. He was mouthing off about me to one of my really really good friends and then told him if he didnt like it he could "step-up" and blah blah blah! and koono lost it and pushed him down. then all this other shit went on, and blah blah blah. well travis tried to hit koono and koono just beat the fuck out of him. HAHA bitch! Well then travis saw me out side and told me that last night was all my fault and shit because if i wouldnt have left him, he wouldnt talk shit and blah blah blah.
yeha great night.
goign to go eat something before i go to bed.
yeah im out!
love ya!
geanie lee

i am awsome

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 22:52:37 GMT

I went and got signed up for school today. Pulled my head out of my ass and am going to finish. (i only have this year and im done) I only needed 4 more required credits and 2 elective classes. and i found out that at my school they dont let you graduate mid-term anymore. (fucking trimesters) so i have to go all year. *yippy!* so the last to trimesters i am going to go to the career center for welding, and i had to do alot of talking to get that spot (i hate being a f-ing girl) i have two classes with Kaylee, so shes going to hate me this year and i really dont give a damn.
Found out today that my friend is pregant. (yeah the one who just got married,*looks kinda funny to me*)
i went tubing on the back of a 4 wheeler last night. have the marks to prove it. Maybe i should have took a flash light with me. My frined kristi and i had this really good idea that we tie a tube on the back of the 4wheeler and shell drive and ill ride on the tube. At mid night, in the woods, with only one head light. Yeah i think i might have agreed to smarter things. but kristi made me hit the side of a tree, so i have a bruise and some scratches. plus my bum really hurts. the coolest part was when we went into the creek, but comming out was the part that sucked.
I had a lot of spills last night, but i am alive to tell about them. (now im waiting for mom to find out about this so she can kill me later)
JAKE DONT TELL!!!!
Ok im going to get off of here and think of some other smart things to do with my time before i have to go back to classes 8 hours a day.
im out!
love ya!
geanie lee

ohh no

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 01:33:10 GMT

Last nights show was ok for the most part. My skirt was way to short and every one made it well known. Mangered for Jt simmions last night. It was a really good table match. There were a few issues. 1. the table didnt break in the right place. 2. i had to keep moving molly out of the way. 3. molly was the quietest heel valet i have ever seen. (no offence to her i might have been the same way when i started) but over all she did real well.
I think eveyone saw my ass, atleast once last night.
bryan stayed at my house last night. He got upset because i wanted to watch Jackass, the worlds best Tv show. but he got over it when he could watch bevis and butt head.
well im going to get out of here, because samantha is tring to start shit with me on here, and im already wating to see if travis is going to try to jail my ass.
bye bye
geanie lee

what??????

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 01:03:24 GMT

Fuck, fuck. mother mother fuck fuck. mother mother fuck.
Noise noise noise.
smoking weed. smoking weed. smoking fattys. smoking blunts.
who smokes the blunts? we smoke the blunts.
(i need a dime.)
15 bucks lil man. put that shit in my hand. if that money doesnt show, then you owe me owe me owe. my jungle love! o-we-o-we-o!

Thats off a movie. so dont get the wrong idea!
if you know what one, good for you every one should see that movie atleast once.

this was fun....

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 21:32:03 GMT

Went to Cedar Point this weekend with jake and a couple of his friends. the park was fun, when me and jake ditched his friends. I rode on everything i could.
the hotel sucked major ass!!!!! They had shit for channels, and there pool ate it. the best thing about the hotel was that i could jump from the tv desk, to my bed to jakes bed and to the table by the wall. i ran into the wall by my bed like 5 times. but it was worth it.
Didnt dress up to go to the park. wore my black pants and emis blues clues shirt. AND I STOOD OUT LIKE A PINK CRYAON IN A BLACK CRAYIN BOX. Everyone was all dressed up, dressed really preppy, or had barley anything on,(howd that pic turn out jake?)
ate at a chinese buffet thing and it made me soooo f-ing sick!! there food sucked ass and the serves completly ignored me! (no joke)
well, im going to go for now and shower, maybe get a nap too!
jake check the leg!
im out

Freakin A

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 17:47:37 GMT

yeah yeah! been getting shit ready for my friends wedding! and it sucks ass! my dress doesnt fit, (its to short) so we are going tonight to find me another one, we have the wedding rehursal tonight too, and then tomarrow this shit will be all over. thank god! i have to do a lot of shit and i just dont wanna! my buddy bryan is going to be there, and then sunday me and him are going to go play pool, he doesnt knoe it but im really good, hehehe! ok well i have to go! have fun every one!

Im a Bad bad bitch!

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 04:28:15 GMT

yeah! This morning at 2 a.m. i was online, and my buddy bryan popped up and said that he was comming in town, so meet him at the park. well, the nice person i am, i did. He was really upset and pissed off because he SAW his girlfriend cheat on him, so we sat there and hung out for a while talked about shit, he got calmed down. then we both had to pee so off to my house we went(around 4a.m.) Well russell got up and saw us atanding in the hall-way playing with my kittens, he ran in to his room and woke mom up just to bitch at her that i had a guy over at the house...Blah...Blah...Blah, mom finally got tired of him bitching, so she got up. saw who it was and told russell to shu the fuck up because it was just bryan. Then the fighting began for the day, between them two. But me and bryan hung out all day and talked. we bith saw samantha and the guy she was cheating on bryan with, she was pissed because he was with me. and acted like it was ok for her to be hanging out with the dude shes fucking on the side! yeah yeah! i should make a soap opera with my life! because the DRAMA just wont stop! yikes! But samantha and bryan are broke up , and its "my fault" and i really dont care. the last thing i needed lately was samanthas mouth and lies.

Found out today that unfortantly Travis isnt moving to kokomo anytime soon, because he got stopped with a DWI and "joy riding while on restrictions" so he cant leave the county untill his court date in september. so i have to deal with him for a while longer. i think hes mad at though, because i told travis to stay away from me or i would straight up kill his bunk ass! He is now trying to get me in trouble for the shit my sister is doing. and unfortantly its not going to work very well. oh well, enough blabbing about my gay lil life! im out!

hey hey

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 05:57:04 GMT

hey things have sucked ass here, just to let the ones who care know! well if you really read this shit, take a look at my new web site! its just for fun right now, while you there sign my guest book if you want me to know that you were there, tell me what you think about it! if you dont wanna look at it then fuck you and dont! i didnt want you to anyways! ok theres the link, im going to get the heck out of here!
bye!
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